As it is

I made a joke today
That the world was perfect as it was
and nobody knew the difference.

I just forgot it
It was just fine
As it was.

Being sarcastic today
when i said that everything was fine
but you smiled, and agreed.

So I left it
As it was

I was kidding today,
told you nothing bad could happen
and you kissed me..

But that was a lie?
So I left it
As it was.

My friend was dying today
I told him he'd be fine, he'd push through.
But he died.

I never said goodbye.
How can i leave it,
As it is?

Bored

Weird Rhyme scheme but i love the poem :P
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Bored To Death, Bored to Tears.
Suffocating in life's nothingness.
Its been so long, seems like years
Since the world was so much more than how its dressed.

Bored out of my mind.
Been waiting so long
But this isn't the time.
To swim along in that freedom, divine.

Bored out of my skull
faced with a life so dull

Why dont you put me out of my misery
Take away the trivialities
Bring back what meant most to me
Just come around, kill the Boredom, set me free
And i'll be yours for Eternity.

Following Music

A Language unheard but never Confused
A Love long cherished but never Used
A Song so simple and wonderful and Sweet
A Bite so final, but never with Teeth.

We All Follow Music
Because The Music in us.
We All Follow Music
Because Music Began us.
We All Follow Music
Because the Music Follows Us.

A Tune Unforgotten but also Unheard
A Book Unwritten but the Secrets are Learned
A Lyric Imprinted, Never to be Forgotten
A Chorus Dancing through the Waves of your Head
Not a Single Beautiful Melody Laying Dead.

We All Follow Music
Because the Music Defines Us
We All Follow Music
Because the Music Inclines us
We all Follow Music
So the Music Will Follow Us

The Cheesy Truth

Been a while since my last post, alot has gone on since then i guess.. I've started school again and really i'm not dreading each day as i did before.. i'm actually looking forward to EVERYTHING... everything seems happy now :P I got Chels to thank for that i guess :)

But this post isn't about school its about the awesome thing that happened today. When Bex and Chels finally met.. not literally of course, being so far from eachother and the fact of Bex's teleporter still being built :P

But i gave Bex Chels's msn after asking Chels first whether she'd like to meet her or not :P Of Course she did, knowing how important my faraway friends are to me. And i'm happy to say that i can truthfully say that they both really opened up to eachother and i couldn't be happier, knowing that my Sister in blood and the one i truly Love can actually call eachother not only friends but according to Chels sisters.

I'm smiling wider than ever, with the simple exception being when Chels held my hand the day after i'd told her i liked her :) Thats the Cheesy Truth, and i wouldn't have it any other way!