Holiday Revelation

I wont be trick-or-treating this year..... For the first time ever.... I cant believe how empty halloween feels without a costume, Without candy in a garbage bag, without tramping around pouch cove only keeping happy because of the goodies to come. Though the holiday hasn't yet past, or even came close to beginning I feel sad for what I'll miss. I feel childish holding on so tightly to such a celebration but I've liked it almost more than Christmas all my life (I would like it more but Fall is too damn cold around here). All things must be lost, only to be found again later i guess.